A lot has happened today, and it's not even afternoon.
I finally talked to Rob about everything. He ended up calling me and he wasn't too happy. He got mad/upset really fast. He said that he has two jobs in Mt. Vernon, and he's trying to get on at GT and all he is really thinking about is money and getting us a place. He said he's been working hard so that we can be together and that he would take me to my doctor appointments and to visit my family. I was pretty much bawling alligator tears the whole time. He asked me why I was crying so much, and that I was overreacting. Which maybe I am. I've just been so sheltered my whole life, and I'm really close to my family. Especially my mom. But maybe I need to be a big girl now, and get out there on my own and trust in Rob that he can take care of me and everything.
He eventually said that he won't go to the interview for the apartment today, and we'll go job hunting here tomorrow. But now I feel really bad. Here he is working his ass off for us to get a place, and I shot him down pretty much. He did say that he's thinking of right now, and just trying to get us a place and then we can eventually move back to Highland when more money is saved. Maybe this is all for the best? I mean God wouldn't give us more than we could handle right?
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