Whenever I was waiting on my new laptop charger and battery, I felt like I had so many 'blog ideas' to write about. Well now that I have it back, my mind goes blank and I can't think of a single thing to blog about. So I guess I'll just wing it.
I had my doctor appointment Wednesday, and since I now go every 2 weeks, I had to call and schedule an appointment with Dr. Gozia over in Breese since I haven't met her yet. All of these doctors/nurses are beyond nice! My mom said Dr. Gozia delivered my brother even. I was also born in Breese, but I don't remember who my mom said delivered me. Either way, I'm excited to go over there and see the hospital I'm going to be having Blake at. I've been there before (Kayla was born there, my great grandma was there for a while before she passed away, and I went over there in the beginning of my pregnancy to fill out paperwork), but now that I'm so close to having my baby boy I will probably be more observant of it.
I'm supposed to lay on each side for an hour after I eat and count his movements. It's been two days and I haven't done that yet. He moves soooooo much though! Carly and Kamryn finally got to see him move and feel him. Carly kept saying how amazing it was :) What's funny though, is I don't mind laying down, but when I'm supposed to.. I don't want to. Does that make sense? Maybe if I can just sit here, or count his movements for an hour after I eat no matter what I'm doing? He's moving right now actually.
My birthday is next Wednesday and I'll be 30 weeks. 30 weeks, can you believe that?! So basically I can have him safety in 7-10 weeks. Holy cow. I'm so nervous/excited.. everything you can think of. I hope I can handle this and will be a great mom! I want to be like my mom. Keeping the house spotless, cooking dinner every night. I want to be perfect like she was when we were growing up. I know perfect doesn't exist, but I want it to be my kind of perfect, like how my mom was. I know that won't happen though. Things don't always go as planned! I'll try my hardest to be the best I can be though.
After watching a Shaytard's video on youtube, he said something that made a lot of sense. When you first start to do something and you tell yourself you can't, of course you can't. You can't go out and run a marathon the first day you start working out. You work up to it until you CAN do it! Each day you're working closer and closer to your goal. I feel that way about parenting. I'm going to be a new mom. I'm not going to be the best mom in the world at first, but each day I'll get better and better at it and learn what to do.
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