I've been sitting in this apartment by myself since 6:30AM. I was so excited for Rob to get home around 3PM, only to him being crabby, and falling asleep. I spent the past 20 minutes crying in the bathroom because I feel so alone. I feel like he's going to get mad at me for letting him sleep because he'll be up most of the night now, but I feel like he'll also be mad if I try to wake him up.
I hate it here. I don't know what I'm going to do when I have to stay here full time with a new born baby. Will I ever get a break? When he comes home from work, is he going to go to sleep and not help? I get he works hard, but it wouldn't be fair if he got to come home and get a break and me not get a break 24/7.
I'm sitting on the living room couch by myself right now. There's no tv in here, or anything. Just me, my laptop and my phone and some annoying music I hear coming from another apartment. Who knows when he's going to wake up. Should I even make supper tonight? It's only 5:30PM. I don't want to sit and watch tv by myself for the rest of the night. I don't what to do. I just want to go back to Highland...
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