Nerves

My nerves are starting to kick in about the baby getting here...

Good and bad things keep running through my mind as the time gets closer. I'm already over half way there, and time is going fast.

Will I be a good mother? Will the stress of things cause tension between Rob and I? Will we be able to afford things? Will he grow up happy if I can't give him everything I had growing up? Will I be crabby from getting no sleep? Is birth really going to be that painful? Where will we end up living?

Don't get me wrong, I'm very excited about him arriving but there's so many things running through my head. I KNOW it's very normal to start getting scared the closer the time comes. I'm just glad that Rob is so calm about it, or at least pretending he is. I know he'll be a great dad. He's so good with kids! I am good with my neices, but not so much other people's kids though.