Names and drama

I finally got Rob to agree on the name Blake Cole after weeks of throwing it out there. Everyone seems to like the name so far, better than Tyler. There's nothing wrong with the name Tyler, I just feel like it would be cute when he's younger. But Blake Cole is more mature and manly. Also, his initials would of been T.P. and I wasn't going to have that!

On to some drama.. my mom has been stressed lately, but last night she really flipped her lid. I was hanging out with my brother when out of no where she comes in the living room and starts yelling at me. She said if Jayme (my older sister) can't come to the baby shower, then she won't either. For one, I never said Jayme couldn't come. I'm not fond of her, and my aunt Tina is going to be there (they hate each other with a passion), but I never said she couldn't come. I don't exactly want her there though after everything she's done. There would end up being fights and drama and I am not going to get embaressed in front of Rob's family. Plus, this day is about ME not them. I can invite/uninvite whoever the hell I want.

I talked to my aunt Tina about it last night and she said that if my mom didn't come my grandma and uncle would give her a huge guilt trip about it. I know my mom will come, but right now she's trying to throw off steam and make me feel bad. Me and Rob's baby shower is supposed to be a great day, and I'm not going to let it get ruined by some stupid drama because of all the shit she's done and because other people can't get along.

Oh, I'm also greedy because I won't give her my link card. Half of that goes to Rob, he is the father of our child, and soon to be my husband. We are making our own family, and he comes first now. I am NOT going to let him go hungry. He can't afford groceries right now, he's trying to make ends meet so we can have a place to live. That was the SOLE purpose of this link card. And last time I checked, I did buy her AND the girls some stuff. I also paid for the steak fajitas we made that tasted like shit. So I'm sorry that I'm "greedy" and won't give up my whole link card to her like my sister does. My mom gets $800 a month from Chad, plus what she makes, PLUS my dad's unemployment. I know she supports 6 other people, but what's she going to do when I move out? If I had a lot of money I WOULD help her, don't get me wrong.. But I don't. I still try though.

It's hard to please everyone....