Complete boredum

I have been dying of boredum the past couple of days for some reason. Nothing seems to entertain me! I will be glad to be back in Mt. Vernon with Rob (not the Mt. Vernon part though). I just wish he didn't have to work so much to make ends meet. I try to stay entertained while he's at work but it's not like there's a lot to clean in the apartment. I guess it's just tv and internet until he gets off. I really hope his friend doesn't want me to babysit again while I'm there! I deal with kids all week, and going there is like my little vacation away from all of that. Plus I've been getting out of breath more and I do not want to deal with someone elses kid. I know I'm not alone there!

I had such bad heartburn last night. I woke up a few times in the night and it was still hurting all the way until I woke up and started to walk around. The past 10 minutes or so, my waist has been hurting too. Ah, the joys of pregnancy. I'm not really sure how to explain the waist pains. Uterus stretching, gas pains? Who really knows. I have a check up next Wednesday. Can't wait to hear the heartbeat and get it over with. I always feel awkward going in there. It seems like everyone loves to stare!

My aunt brought over some baby stuff she's got me so far. A few really cute outfits, three things of baby wipes, a carseat cover and a rubber ducky. I'm excited about my babyshower, but there's going to be so many people there. Anxiety is sure to kick in! My uncle said I have to make an entrance too with a speech. Seriously? I don't think so.. I CAN NOT make a speech! He said that he's paid about $500 on everything, so a family friend is going to be cooking the food.

My cousin Cassie, who I mentioned in an earlier post was commenting me back and forth on a status. I messaged her and invited her to the babyshower and she gave me her cellphone number. It feels so weird talking to her again, but it makes me really happy!