The Poston Family

I'm so glad we have cable and internet now. Time seems to go by faster when Rob's at work. He should be home in about an hour, and then I don't know what our plans are. We need to do laundry though, atleast I do. I'm in some pj pants, my 'skank' shirt and a hoodie. Yes, skank shirt.

I swear I've been feeling little movements from the baby lately. It feels like little random pushing feelings. My check up is February 1 and then 20 week unltrasound February 8. I'm so excited, yet nervous about finding out what it is. Is that weird? I feel like everyones hoping for a girl but I'm thinking it's going to be a boy. 

I hungout with my friend Tara on Monday. We washed her car, apartment hunted for her and got some Arbys and ate at the walmart break room with her boyfriend. He was on break, and she used to work there before getting transfered to Centralia so they could date since he was pretty much her boss. They're trying to get an apartment together and I would LOVE if they could get one here, but there isn't any avaliable at the time so they're trying Chesterfield.

Watching her and Matt together made me miss how me and Rob used to be. Don't get me wrong, Rob is still very loving and does everything I ask to make me happy - but I feel like this pregnancy has taken away my loving affectionate feelings and I hate it. He always wants to cuddle, and I don't. I don't even like having sex right now. I feel like it's more work than fun and he's scared to be on top because he doesn't want to smoosh my tummy. Too much information?

I am editing this before I even posted it because he got off at 1PM but had to go back to work at 2PM which is pretty much right now. Fairivew heights Ryan's closed down so he's going up there with a couple more people from work to clean it out and he's getting paid for the ride too :) We got some mcdonalds and I'm here eating by myself because he had to go. I'm finishing up the talk, and on here obviously. I got a mcchicken, hamburger and small fry. Pig much? There's seriously barely any food here so I'm starving. Don't judge.