Rob asked what time we were doing our Thanksgiving stuff because his family wants us to show up to theirs too. I honestly don't want to :/ I am afraid of getting questioned about if we have any plans with this pregnancy, and judge me because I'm not currently working. When I'm nervous I clam up and can't think very well. He said he told his grandparents today and they seemed a bit disapointed. They are helping him buy a truck though, that's in a lot better condition than his car he has now.
Is it mean that I'm thinking of excuses to get out of going to his family's Thanksgiving? It's not that I don't want to, I just don't like being questioned or judged.
It's also been almost a month since I've dyed my hair and it looks horrible. Plus I look super pale. I just don't feel attractive right now. I don't mind going out in Highland looking like this, because I don't really know anyone. But I know a lot of people in Mt. Vernon.
Now I'm dreading Thanksgiving :(
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