The Poston Family

I have two hours before my appointment to get 'proof of pregnancy'. I feel kind of nervous. I don't know why, probably anxiety. I hate doing stuff like this, but I know I have to get used to it because it'll be happening a lot. I'm sure after going to the doctor a few times I'll start to feel relaxed about it. I'll be so relieved when I have my medical card.

My sister's supposed to take me up there. I honestly don't feel like doing my hair, so I just scrunched it and I'm waiting for it to air dry. I supposed I'll put a little bit of makeup on though. But then I'll have to take it off later. If you haven't noticed I feel lazy. I don't know why because I got up and had energy to hardcore clean my room. Maybe that's what got me.

I feel like people are going to be looking at me like I'm really young. I know I shouldn't let that get to me, because I AM 25 years old. I may look young, but I'm not. This was actually the age I always wanted to start having children at. It just feels like the perfect age to me. So people will just have to get over it.

I haven't had any more morning sickness, sore breasts, or naps. It's weird how it all just went away. I hope that doesn't mean anythings wrong. I worry so much and I don't know why. I think because I want this so bad, and always have. This Saturday I'll be going into my 7th week. Half way until I feel 'safe'.