Time is so slow

Is it weird that my dream is to be a stay at home mom/housewife and enjoy cleaning the house and making dinner for my husband, while caring after our child? And then at the end of the day, snuggled in bed with my husband. If I was in that part of my life right now, I wouldn't take advantage of it. It's been my dream ever since I was a little girl. I want to go to college for Graphic Design ofcourse, but start my career after my child starts school.

Time. is. so. slow. right now. Rob's not sure if he can come next week, because he's not sure when his cousin will want him to start working for him. I mean an extra $10 an hour, plus working at Ryan's and helping at his dad's car shop won't hurt us one bit, but being away from him is going to be a bitch. A fucking bitch. We only have $280 saved right now. We would of had $500 but I took $100 to go shopping and he took $120 out. We are NOT allowed to take anymore out!

I've been thinking about Christmas a lot. I don't want to rush time, but I'm so excited for snow, warm clothes, hot cocoa, Christmas, opening presents, the smell of the heat being on in the house on a cold day. I'm also obessed with twisted peppermint lotion from Bath & body works. I even have the hand sanitzer.