One more day until I'm supposed to start my period. I'm not going to lie, I'm starting to get scared and a million things are running through my head. What if I get huge and unattractive? What if stress of money makes Rob a pain to be around? What if it pushs us apart and ruins our relationship? What if I'm stuck raising a baby alone?
I need to get rid of all of these negative thoughts, but they're starting to take over my mind. I've been in this 'fairytale' dreamland thinking of how great everything will be. Maybe it's because I didn't get to see him this week? I feel like I always need reassurance of things.
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