I can't believe I'm going to be a mom in 7 weeks or less

I have so many emotions going through me right now, but my biggest one is happiness. Before I got pregnant, I had different ideas of what it would be like. After experiencing this, I wouldn’t of changed a thing. I don’t care if I’ve gained 22 pounds, or if sometimes it hurts when he kicks. I don’t care if i have to pee 13329438 times a day. All of that changes when YOU are carrying something you've created. Words can’t explain how much I am in love with this little boy and he’s not even here yet.

My cousin Jeffrey's girlfriend had her baby girl today and I got so excited for her that I wanted to cry. I keep thinking how I'M next. It'll soon be my turn. I can't believe I'm so close, but yet it feels so far away because I want it here NOW. I remember when I first found out I was pregnant. It seeemed so surreal, and it still does sometimes. It's so hard to wrap around your brain that you're carrying a human that you created with someone you love. He's going to be here because of me.