The Poston Family

So now that I'm out of my hormonal rampage, I am going to try and write a decent post.

I got to the apartment Sunday night (pregnancy gives me a bad memory so I might miss a few things). I was craving Dairy Queen so bad, so we stopped there and Rob bought me a chicken strip basket. Then we headed to Walmart to do some grocery shopping! I had to pee 3 times in there. After the first time, we got about two aisles down and I had to pee again. I think I may talk to my DR about that. I know you pee a lot while pregnant, but I seriously pee a lot. Sometimes even after I've already went I have to go again. Or I'll feel like I have to go really bad to where my bladder is in pain and I'll sit down to pee and it won't be much.

Monday morning was Rob's first day at GT. Shortly after he left, I got ready and hung out with Tara for the day. We got some buffalo boneless wings from Pizza Hut and then ran a few errands. We ended up getting matching nail polish at Walmart and then went back to her apartment and did our toe nails. I called Rob around 5PM to come and pick me up.

Tuesday morning around 2AM I had a really bad stomach ache. I ran to the bathroom in terrible pain, and had diarrhea. I felt like I was going to throw up because I was in so much pain. I thought maybe I got food poisoning from Pizza Hut, but Tara didn't have any issues. I finally laid back down and felt better the next day (so I thought). I hung out with Tara again for a little bit and she took me back to the apartment a little before Rob got off of work.

The next morning I got sick.. again. This happened practically all week actually.  Wednesday and Thursday I didn't end up going anywhere and just hung around the apartment until Rob got off. Friday I went with Tara to return an application somewhere in Centralia because she hates her current job. I was back around 10AM and spent the rest of the day cleaning and being lazy. That night Rob and I got in a big fight and said some pretty shitty things to each other. It seems like guys cool down about things faster than girls, because some shit still pisses me off when I think about it. Maybe because I'm a girl, or pregnant? But after everything cooled down, we went out to eat and went to the movies to see The Vow. It was so good, but I wish it would of ended better! It was based on a true story though.

Saturday his parents took us out to eat at Chilis. That was all I pretty much ate that day because it seemed like everytime I ate, I had diarrhea or a bad stomach ache. After we said goodbye to his parents we went to Walmart and got our first vacuum and a few other things. Then we went to Kohls and got Blake some really cute clothes and the cutest pairs of shoes I've ever seen! I came back to Highland that night. I could of stayed another week, and I feel bad about not being there for his birthday but I just wasn't feeling good at all. Plus I pretty much just packed sweatpants and it's in the 70's all week this week. I wasn't prepared when I packed because I had to hurry and do it. So here I am back in Highland.

I was using bare minerals for a while and it irritated my skin. I thought this stuff was supposed to be good for your skin? So now I feel huge and terrible skin :( I've never felt so unattractive in my life. Rob keeps saying that it's all in my head and that he'll love me no mater what, but I want to feel good about myself. I've been trying to eat better, but it's so hard! Especially when I hardly get full anymore.