Pregnancy Hormones/Pros & Cons

They are getting the best of me! I feel like a major bitch, or a cry baby half the time. This over emotional stuff is no fun. I seriously think women get bi-polar during pregnancy. Now that I've calmed down since last night/this morning I can actually write a calm post.

So how do women cope with this? I don't want people to get a bad impression of me because of how my pregnancy hormones are, or think I'm playing some kind of role.  This is really how I am and I can't control it. I will burst out crying bawling my eyes out if someone says the wrong thing. I'll get really angry if things don't go my way.

I want to write out the pros & cons of moving to Mt. Vernon with Rob.

Pros:

• Being able to see Rob everyday, and spending valuable bonding time with him before the baby gets here.
• Being able to marry him sooner, at the court house ofcourse. I don't want an actual wedding until October or December. I can't decide which.
• Being out on my own, figuring myself out.
• Decorting/organizing my own place.
• Not having to clean up after 6 people daily.
• Being able to see my best friends more.
• All of the wonderful food places.
• Getting over my seperation anxietys and anxiety ingeneral (hopefully).

Cons:

• Figuring out if I should stay with my doctor in Breese, or getting a new one in Mt. Vernon. My mom said she'd never step foot in Mt. Vernon again after my dad had an affair on her there and I'm scared to take the chance of her not coming.
• Missing my family, dogs.
• Scared that my family won't be able to bond with my baby.
• Scared that my little man will miss me while I'm gone and not get taken care of right. Or forgetting about me. (I'm debating on taking him with me.)
• Feeling lonely when Rob's at work.